I hate to say this but I learned a lot about myself, other people, and how to do things on my own.
Friday I had to miss work due to an allergy issue and relaxed most of the day.
Saturday night my purse was stolen out of my trunk. Someone must have watched me put it in there. I learned years ago not to leave my purse in the car under a seat because I have had one stolen before. I did nothing wrong and I just had bad luck.
Sunday i had to cancel some checks, cancel an ATM card, and file a police report. I also am dealing with the anger of being victimized again.
With a little help for my parents, I learn how to handle things in a crisis situation. I learned that what little faith I had left in people should not exist. Finally I learned where never to go again. I am still very bitter and hurt by the things I have dealt with the last couple of days. A semi-fun night was completely ruined by someones unfortunate acts and I have to pay more then one price for it.
I really cant explain in words my feelings right now. I want to punch things, cry, scream, and so many other emotions. I dont feel as safe now that my private information is out. My trust levels have honestly never been this low and its infuriating. All of my accounts are on watch. I have to go to the Social Securities office later today. I have to figure out how I am going to get replacement medication that was also stolen. Its just very frusterating.
I know this post is all over the place but I cant organize whats going on in my head let alone in this blog. Hopefully you understand what I am trying to say.
I was just wandering and came to your blog :)
ReplyDeleteThat's sad to hear about the theft of your purse, I know something like that can be upsetting.
I'm a Christian and I have found the secret to avoiding all those bad emotions when bad/unjust things happen. I believe in Jesus Christ, that He died for my sins, was buried, and rose again the third day. Through faith in Him I am saved and will receive a glorified body one day. So now, I'm a child of God and I know that He works all things together for my good--even those things that aren't very good IN THEMSELVES. Like the theft of something. And I go to Him in prayer and He gives me peace. I don't 'work it up', He gives it to me....free....because He loves me because I received faith to believe in His Son Jesus.
You can too, is my point :D
"Be careful [anxious, full of care] for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus." Phil 4:6-7
"Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time: Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you." 1 Peter 5:6-7
God bless you,
Jonathan
P.S. I lived in residence at school one year too, it can be hard when you miss people and pets, I know what you mean. Bye!! (you can come by my blog and write a message if you want, I can tell you more about Jesus)