My body and The Frustration it brings me.

seriously i am in massive amounts of pain and i really don't know why. we (my doctors, parents and i) have been trying to figure it out for at least 6 years. I have arthritis like symptoms through out my whole body. i sleep horribly all the time. i suffer from extreme anxiety. i get random rashes on my hands. I'm anemic, hypoglycemic, and have had kidney problems since i was born. i am losing my hair. not to the point where i don't have any, but to the point of noticing a definite problem. honestly i always feel sick. it takes me forever to get better from colds and anyhting like that.

what do i do?

T.I.

I was on itunes today, like usual, when i saw that a newish T.I. song came out. I was super pumped and I was really excited when it was good. I always look at the comments on song and videos. I was looking through them and I see many people complaining about how T.I. got out of jail to record a song and then go back in.. REALLY? Are you people that dumb? Only a few people had commented back to the idiots, including myself, explaining that T.I. had recorded and made the video BEFORE he went into jail. His record company then released it after a while so you could "remember him" (the song is called remember me). Honestly, if you people aren't smart enough to realize that you shouldn't be making a comment on someones music, let alone living at all. I am surprised these people don't play in traffic or set houses on fire while they are in them. I am not brilliant, but i have common sense.

People before you comment on things, THINK. Use the brain that god/whatever you call him/her and THINK.

good day.

Procrastination

I have already typed this blog out once before but it got deleted. I was mad before it got deleted, so now I'm furious.

SOMEONE, said they would pay for my college. I'm not going to say who but they are paying. now your thinking "oh wow that's great", you are so very, very wrong.

This person is a procrastinator. I have had papers sitting on their desk for over a month showing them what classes I picked and all they had to do was approve. That is a 10 minute, no big deal kind of job. Now most of the classes I need are gone and I am going to have to figure out a way to make this work or take relatively easy classes this semester and be fucked next semester.

I was always told that school was very important. I take college very seriously. I make sure I do the best I can and not waste their money but I don't know how I'm going to pull this off now. I tried to make this as easy on everyone as possible but this is just ridiculous.

I honestly should have paid for it myself. It would probably caused me less stress. If you can believe it.

Now it looks like I have to take Math, Economics, and 3 business classes next semester. This semester will be a Humanities class, a computer class, Astronomy, and two business classes.

Well I better end this before i get more mad and throw my computer across the room.
good day.

Yahoo's Sarah Fuss

Sarah Fuss has a great article called "why you should get over your fear of carbs". http://food.yahoo.com/blog/yahoofreshpicks/12434/why-you-should-get-over-your-fear-of-carbs All this woman was trying to say is you must eat some carbs at every meal to maintain a healthy lifestyle. the people commenting on this article a ripping this woman a new asshole because of all the stuff they "think" they know. She did not once say, "go out and order yourself a large pizza and a big bowl of spaghetti" or "you can eat as many french fries and bread sticks as you want an loose weight!". She said "eat carbs with protein for every meal". Am i wrong or does that not seem COMPLETELY LOGICAL? Most fruits are considered carbs and whole grains are GOOD for your heart. Did people forget that them man who created the "Adkins Diet" died of a heart problem in his 50's. People this poor woman is 100% CORRECT! Maybe she should have dumbed it down for some of the IDIOTS reading it but she's right all the way. Plus, people wont get off their lazy asses and EXERCISE. What a concept. Eating pretty much everything you want and still being at a healthy weight because you DO SOMETHING!

Now i would like you to read this article that i posted above. I would also like you to read the comments. Please tell me if i am being irrational.

I do understand that everyone is different, but people give me a fucking break.

Hi Everyone

I started this because I was getting really pissed off about many, many things that I cant control, but because I can explain thing so people might understand them would help with my anger. ha. I will rant but I will also give advise if needed.

the first rant starts now!